That question are ruining my mind, here, tonight. I guess that everyone has a reason behind what they've already done. Yup, everyone. Whether it's from their mistakes or their own principle. People mistakes and principles are totally different from each other. However, respect their past and principle is a must. But.. somehow miss-understanding appears and it can't be avoid. Even by yourself, right?
I don't know.. Reject the truth? I'm so enough. No no no. It's like rejecting your own self, kan? Running away is never ever be as an answer. Never. I'm an ex-truth runner. (:p)
"How can you know it's a miss-understanding?" I just feel it.
I don't know.. Sense of sensitiveness. I'm so enough with that-shutting up-like-you-don't-know-kind of feeling. Trying not to lie to yourself but accept the truth.
"It comes from myself, doesn't it?"
It feels like.. yeah it slaps me thousand times. But, I couldn't find an answer. So, it comes from my self?
"Proving my own self?" Yes. But still useless and doesn't work out. How? How?! Perfect is out far far away. Perfect means 'fairy tales'. I hope and wishing it could like it used to and it supposed to be. But still not finding the answer.
Tired! Hey, isn't that bad? Me wrong? I'm collecting bravery!
Simple, I just want to be happy. No matter what.
