A Comma

This is really ups and downs month. I just write based on my conscience and my feeling. Truly I apologize for being so so immature and don't know where to share:( 

So, this is messy conscience and feeling.. I don't know how many times we're colliding many arguments and also I don't know how many times we're forgiving each other. Indeed, we argue a little thing and it become a 'big' thing that worthed to argue, whereas, it's absolutely not! A few days ago, like people's habit after shalat Ied, we usually apologize of every sins that we made. Ya, of course, --certainly-- I forgive you. It's way honorable if we forgive anyone who did mistakes to us, isn't it? Me either. He forgive me. But, it doesn't mean we never do it again. It happens all over again and again. Less than a day we're absolutely have a big arguing between us. Oooooh, really, I'm so freakin' tired to resist myself not to explode at that time. This case is never ever be done till its matter root. I don't understand whether you don't really know me or I don't really know you. I think that we don't know each other whereas we're supposed to close, really close.  

Why are we never ever in the same perspective to perceive a thing, even a little thing? What's wrong with us, hey big bro? Why don't you explicate your conscience and feeling nicely?! I'm so freakin' tried, big bro. I have my own way though I'm still adolescent and young. Wish you'll understand and respect my decision and my planning that I've thought and planned. When do we really close and know each other just like the other brotherhood? Don't you sad seeing them if we're always arguing? :"(